I remember last year saying I can wait not to feel like this … feeling like I was not good enuff and I never was but I really don’t mind now I saw a few things you wrote and by the sounds of things u didn’t look like u was having fun with this at all… One thing I will say is a lot of things makes sense now and hearing u talk of someone else like there who u dream of…
And it’s was this that made me think
Is that how kwik u fall in love I saw your poem it made me sad how you have to beg for the attention you crave from your partner I did this once I walked out on the only person who truly loved me and 10yrs later there’s been enuff girls in that time for me to say yep Hala she did love me only time can tell u. I didn’t mean that much to you I can accept that now and I don’t hate u for it ..it’s wot itis but sometimes we expect to much it we was just happy to have someone to hug u when ur down and tell u ur loved now them things are important
So I guess it’s bk to your list I hope u find it but I can tell u love is not dreamie and perfect it’s anything but..